I talked with my mom just now. We usually connect each other by phone but today we transfer massages with QQ because my phone hadn’t reload. Maybe it’s a way the god wants us to use for communicating; I got many words affect me deeply from my mom which she couldn’t say . She typed the words not practiced but every word was what she would never say when we talk in telephone. By changing the method, we understood each other in a very special way we never use. Because of this, I read advices, requirements, wishes and the feeling of missing from her. It made me get some different experience I never got, and that’s why I want cry.