最近和大家的联系，让我心里很塌实了，兄弟门都工作了，似乎目前过的还不错。哎，我就没那么好了，依然没事干，这两天英语也看不进去，而且老作一些无聊的事。看着大家都工作了。我还真的感觉有些孤单， 一是大家不在一起了，二是你们都工作了，我还要去上学。而切，现在的我感觉前途未卜，开始对自己没信心了。而且你们也不在我身边，也没有人鼓励我，支持我。现在的我也只能去看看大家的博客，知道你们最近很努力，所以我也不能输给你们。  人不努力不行呀！

         I am so lonely, recently I communicated some friends of mine, all of them had got jobs when they graduated from university. As my classmate, they are working hard now, it makes me very happy, however, and it also makes me sad. When they leave me alone to go to work, I just stay at home and have no job.  Those days, I prepared for my studying to Malaysia. So I am obliged to learn English. Now, studying English has been a very important work to me, I will try my best to do it. I hope I can back to china then working whit my friends who studied with me in the Tianjin University of Commerce, I will do it as a drame, and I think it will be true in several years later

         (My English is poor, but I trust myself, I will improve it step by step, and I think it will be good one day!)